Depression is an unremitting disorder that tears at the strings of your heart, until you are left with no self-support, and you are left weak and sad for what seems like your whole life. It’s something that can give you darker thoughts than you ever intended on having; thoughts that you would label other people as “crazy” for. You will never grow through it, you must learn how to live with it. And for some people, that is an impossible task. I feel like giving up every day. Only I know how miserable I am, because if anyone else knew, they wouldn’t treat me the way they did. Especially the ones I love unconditionally.
I AM TRIPPING BALLS RN.
lol this and psychedelics is probably trippy
This alone is trippy..
don’t watch while high
I don’t need you. Not even a little. I would be really happy if I just forgot you existed, and moved on to someone else. But, it’s not that easy. I’m so obsessed with you, and you make me so fucking happy. But why do you make me so fucking happy.. You obviously don’t need me. Ugh. Fuck this love bullshit.
I want to fuck a mom. #realtalk
No one in the world can make me feel as shitty as you can. You call me out on every single flaw I have, and amplify it so that I have no way of even defending myself. All I ever do is compliment you, and not once do I call you out on the flaws you do in fact have. That’s because I actually love you. And you know you’re flawed, you don’t need to be reminded. That’s not my position. You make me question things I shouldn’t question. You make me want to kill myself
I wish I was athletic. I’ve always loved sports, and I’ve loved to play them, and when I was younger, I was always the best player on the team. But now, I’m below average and I fucking hate it. It doesn’t matter how fucking hard I work, I won’t start this year. I just want to quit football because it is so embarrassing to play JV as a God damn senior. I can’t even motivate myself to give 100% at practice every day because my motive is so shot down..